I have the biggest difficulty trying to get to sleep every night. Whenever I decide that it’s time for me to go to sleep, regardless if I’m incredibly exhausted or not, the minute I get into bed, my mind goes haywire. I hate the quiet and I DESPISE the dark. It’s not so much a fear of the dark as it is the complete stillness and my inability to see anything. I don’t like the unknown. I know there are no monsters in my closet or under my bed, but if I don’t have something to look at/read/listen to and so on to really tire me out, I am unable to stop my mind from racing. There always seems to be something for me to think about or analyze or worry about, and it’s that ridiculous problem that keeps me up. Every night.
There’s not a night that I don’t put the TV on in order to get a little sleepier. I don’t know if it’s because I’m a girl that I can’t stop thinking, but it’s incredibly annoying. AND if I don’t have any background noise, any small sound will set me off again. I’m weird.
…time to try to sleep, again.
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